why do i feel im being prevented from living my life and doing what i want? like emigrating from the uk?
certain people say to me ” you cant do this” and ”you cant do that” & i keep thinking when they say that, that the word ‘ can’t’ has deeper meaning..deep conotations…i think are they, or people unknown to me, preventing me, saying i can’t do what i want? i get really angry when i think deeply about this idea…because ive missed out on life greatly…im a 30 year old borderline personality disorder sufferer, ive suffered alot of abuse, pain, trauma & victimization in my life…& theres gonna be serious problems if people are saying i ‘ can’t’ do something….like their preventing me living my life, doing what i want.
i eventually want to move away from britain..emigrate to canada, the u.s or australia..however i have alot to work on in therapy……when people use the word ‘ can’t’ im percieve sometimes im being prevented from full filling my ambitions..& if this is the case theres going to be major problems, because them and me are gonna collide, me like an oncoming frait train
its just, im passionate about my ideals and ambitions in life…and when they say ‘cant’..i get confused and wonder if they or anyone else is preventing me from achieving my dreams….because i certainly oppose them and wont accept it…no one else would accept restrictions put on their life, its injust, and neither will i accept it.
